So I have been missing in action again! I just don’t grasp time these days! Its flyyyyyying! The weeks are disappearing so fast, I’m literally looking over my Christmas stuff these days lol
Then we have all these choices.
How do we even know how to make the right choices?
Some weeks ago I was ready to embark into the jungle of online dating again! Like I didn’t learn my lesson already! But how do you meet anyone when you are alone with young kids? Well online is the answer I keep hearing from “everyone”.
But then I decided to delete the idea and just find peace in being alone. For now at least.
Was it the right choice, or was it fear that took control?
I have no clue, and this is how I resonate with everything these days.
Making choices and then second guessing them. Helping myself to get more confused, that’s all I do.
So now I am second guessing my education path.
Not that I don’t want to be a teacher, but am I taking the right subjects? Should I delay what I am doing and choose differently?
And then you have the weight loss situation! And the therapy situation! And the kids! And money! And! And! And!
Life is actually just a path of choices. And all we do is accepting choices. We either hit a wall and learn a lesson, or we choose right and experience happiness. So why is it so hard to just accept these parts of life?
Why do I wish over and over that I had no choice? Don’t you think I would have complained if the choices was gone too?
I sure do.
SO! Enough about the whining, time to just enjoy the moment, challenge myself and keep accepting life as it is. NO more second guessing! So I might hit a dump in the road, but that is how I will grow! And that is how I will be a great role model for my kids too ❤